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10:18 AM | Posted by Ayie

...I hate Saturdays because:

- It's a working day (for us). Off day pa ang 80% ng corporate world, at eto kaming mga nagbubungkal ng buhangin sa disyerto...well, simula na uli ng pagbubungkal! ehehehe!

- Off kasi ng habibi (english trans: my beloved) ko. At syempre todo bonding sila ng anak ko..wala rin kasing school ngayon. Hmpf.

- Saturday lang kasi sana ang araw kong mag "me" moments. At dahil may pasok wala na akong ibang nagagawa maliban sa gawaing bahay at bata. Kelan pa ba ako huling nakapagpa spa....???whaaaaa!

- Busy at pagod tuwing Friday---church, house cleaning at mga kung ano-ano pang pinagkapuyatan ng Thursday evening, kaya ang Saturday morning sana ay parang heaven kung makakatulog ako ng mahaba-haba.

Ngarag, puyat at losyang na. Walang magawa kundi trabaho, bahay, bata...kahit asawa ko nagrereklamo na. Hindi na raw ako maganda sa paningin nya! hahahahah!

Kahit sana daw mataba ako---basta hindi naman ako mukhang losyang--tutal mahilig naman sya sa "chubby" (chubby daw oh!--balyena hahahah!), tuwang tuwa sya sa dami ng humps na nahahawakan nya.

Sana...sana...sana...maging off na ang Saturday...sana!

Picture(s) of the day: Sa Office

My power of 4--Digestive, Tubig, Chocolate drink (minsan kape) at Honey (a teaspoon a day keeps the doctor away)

My past-time (aside of blogging)---typing maniac (facebook--pag pwede lang at open--kasi ban ang FB sa office~~ayoko naman maglagay ng ghost~hmpf ulit, ban kung ban!)

Crazy about (for month of October)--F1 updates since may race ngayon sa Abu Dhabi:

My project---mapalago ang lahat ng money plant na kinuha ko sa money plant pot ni Sir Elwood! eheheeh!

My best asset(s)~ ~ Still my nose! hahahaha! Nag pangong ilong na nagpaprusa sa mga Arabo! hahaha! Pinoy (nose) represent!

Yun lang. Halatang ayaw magtrabaho (kasi nga sabado!)

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12:49 PM | Posted by Ayie

..walang maikwento. Bakit nga ba?

Coz' my life sucks (big time!?)--Hmpf. Hindi pa ako makakasama sa Beyonce/Aerosmith tonight. =(

I can't do it...leaving Pao in the hands of who-ever-nanny who gets paid for an hourly service to take care of her. While my self, (her dutiful mother) will be somewhere in Yas Marina Island singing and dancing in tune of "Single Ladies", pathetic diba?

Kahit na alam kong in few more years 'dead legend' na ang Aerosmith (hehehe, living legend pa sila ngayon eh)--kahit na alam kong iiyak ako sa pag awit nya ng 'i don't want to close my eyes, i don't want to fall asleep---", ng "crazy", ng "pink"--syet! (oppps, badmouthing ang nanay)--I can't just leave her and parteeeehhh!

F1 Race Party/Concerts are all over Abu Dhabi. At sa dinami-dami ng free concerts all over the town--sana kahit yung performance ni Timbaland sa Friday night mapanood ko.There's Beat Antenna and Soul II Soul and May Hariri's performance tonight. Baka pati yun hindi ko na rin mapanood--pero for sure dadalhin ko uli si Pao this afternoon for another F1 experience.

There would never be a chance that Philippines could be nominated as F1 Race area! Hindi ako pessimistic, pero naman...andami ng superlatives ang naiwala ang ang Pinas...hindi ko sinasabing wala ng pag-asa...sinasabi ko lang na baka matagalan pa. At eto, eto na yung mga LIBREng pagkakataon na naeenjoy ng mga katulad naming nagpapakapagod magbungkal ng buhangin at sumipsip ng krudo sa disyerto (charing!)

Pao might not be able to retain all this wonderful events in her young memories, baka ni hindi na nya maalala na nakita nya, nahawakan nya (yung totoong F1 car na ginagamit sa race) at she once became a part of F1 event in Abu Dhabi, but at least naman naibigay ko sa kanya yung experience.

Hindi na bale na nga--we could still wait for the other events like the upcoming Eid and National Day, maeenjoy rin namin together ang parade at fireworks display!

--buti na lang hindi race fanatic ang asawa ko, wala akong narinig/naexperience na pag tatantrums.

Wala pa akong maikwento nyan ha...bitter lang ata ako na hindi ako makakasama sa concert. Syet!

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12:11 PM | Posted by Ayie

Eto na yung iniintay kong Monday. Kasi ngayon ko maikukwento ang mga naging adventures namin for the past weekend. Ano nga ba?

After a loong week of confinement (house arrest! ehehehe) due to flu (my hubby and Pao), we had a chance to go out last Saturday and visit the F1 Abu Dhabi FanZone in Corniche, Abu Dhabi--and here's what:

(P.s. Just take a look on our faces, especially Pao's expressions--how happy she is after her all-week bed rest)

I can tell you, nothing can beat this event so far, and what more if they let us see Beyonce do a live show in Corniche (hahaha! dreaming!), till this date.

I thought when the UAE celebrated their 35th National Day with all the laser show and mardi gras effect street party--I thought it was the best---I've never imagined Abu Dhabi to be this open,..to be this liberated.

Cinema at the beach, live concerts, hollywood personalities---all in one event!

The F1 Abu Dhabi in Yas Marina will be held this coming 30, 31 and finals on the first. For more details about this even please visit http://www.yasalam.ae/ and http://www.yasmarinacircuit.com/

**I'm still hoping to get the free mubadala/F1/puma red cap, even I don't win the free trip to Australia! Awww!

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1:35 PM | Posted by Ayie

..my kiddo got sick as well as my habibi. Both on the same week. I feel like a nurse on a 24/7 duty. Pao got flu, cold and cough. Si Jovel naman got flu.

The photo above wasn't able to give justice on how she really looks on the first day of her flu. Her face was red and her eyes are bloated and red too. Her temperature was stapled to 38 degs. even after paracetamol intake.

It lasted for about 5 days. Good thing I have a leave due and I was able to apply for a week off from work. Tired (for the whole week!) yet I never felt so happy and satisfied till then. I realized this is the first time I spent whole days with her.

I think that is what made her got well immediately, my presence...my attention, my care.

My husband felt a bit neglected though, heheheh. sorry Mahal...got to do what I got to do. I can't even hug him coz' I don't want to transmit his virus to our daughter. If only i could push him to stay away and tranfer to other room till he gets well. hahaha!

Pao is now all clear from the viral infection and back to her 'kulits', she's also back to school. If only I could wish that it won't happen again...but all I can do is to ready myself...yet again, just in case.

We had a wonderful weekend for the last day of my leave and as mentioned earlier for my Monday meme, I will share to you the photos tomorrow.

Thanks for all those who keep on visiting my page on my absence....I'm back alive and kickin'!

Ciao!

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1:09 PM | Posted by Ayie

As usual, just before our weekend, I will post some of the few things that happen this week. But wait, on Mondays I will have the Weekend Pixel Bug meme, so wait for it too!

Have a great weekend guys!

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11:41 AM | Posted by Ayie

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12:54 PM | Posted by Ayie

Her school started on the first week of October. However, the uniform just got distributed and we received ours 2 days ago.

I immediately washed it so she could wear hers yesterday. Upon fitting, we discovered that the pants--though tagged 'LARGE' still cannot fit her--my little girl is plump (mana sa nanay!). Her size is actually for 7-8 years old,--yet she's only 4.

In tagalog, it is what we call 'malaking bulas'.

This morning, eventhough she woke up late (we travel going to school at 8:00am, she got up at 7:45am)--she was able to ready her self (with mommy working with her like 'The Flash'), had her warm bath and excitedly wear her uniform (all other things like cologne, powder and eating breakfast is being done while in the car--anyways, the traffic is so tremendous--we have enough time for everything!)

Here she is, my little girl on her school uniform:

She's wearing her white Converse (lowcut), she already have a canvass with combination of yellow and light blue. I'll get her 2 more in red and blue. And if the blessing is good, I'll get her another canvass type and a highcut in black!

I love Converse sneakers, but I only have 1 so far..a White highcut. That's it. I can't collect this but I'll do this for her--she will have the collection I'm dreaming of. hehehe!

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5:37 PM | Posted by Ayie

Wala naman. My day is sooo ordinary.

A little conversation with my hubby. A little tantrums from my kid. A little busy in the office. A little chat with my collegues by lunch.

Nothing much except that now, I am an AVON Lady na! ehehehe!

Yeah, you read it right. I've registered my self earlier. Another chance to have a little more spice to add up in my life (and avoid facing bankrupcy in the near future)

I've already gathered Dhs. 390/- as first order. Not bad for my first day--to think everyone is trying to save and doesn't want to spend. Ahem!

Binatas ko talaga sila! ehehehe!

I am really praying and hoping that even on this small venture, God nurture me and give me the hands that will produce better fruits of labor and best marketing skills para naman makabenta tayo jan! Serious ako ha.

Yun lang muna...epps...eto na ang itsura na pwedeng maging ambassador ng AVON ladies...???

Ayos!

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3:57 PM | Posted by Ayie

..that's me and Catherine...

We never really planned for it. We don't even hang out often. We don't see each other for a week sometimes. But still we know, we are friends --for better and for worst.

I met Catherine 8 years ago. The cutest tomboy, she is with her short hair and pale complexion. She's quite silent yet with her eyes full of life...she's my Ate.

She's tough...(like the wolf that would huff and puff till she blows your house down--won't take 'no' for an answer, till she can squeeze you out!hahaha). She dreamt of being a lawyer..anyways she ended up having the best career in life. Being a mother--a working mom!

I got married earlier than her (*ehem-let's skip that story*) But she got pregnant six months before I conceived. Her little princess, Aeon Kirsten. (She also have another kid, Aeron--her angel).

My kid, Pao and Kitten (oo nga, anak sya ni Cat) get along very well. Never a dull moment. Parang kaming mga nanay nila. Non-stop ang bibig pag nagkasama. Cat's a great cook. At ako, magaling naman akong kumain. She's fast and furious. Para naman akong snail mail--ninanamnam ang every moment.

We're the exact opposite of each other, yet we get along just fine. We love talking, non-stop--anything and everything under the sun!

Parang si Kitten at si Pao, they are their exact opposite. Si Pao parang lalaki ang liksi, while Kitten is very lady-like. Kung si Kitten ay isang ballerina, si Pao ay isang boksingera. Kung si Kitten ay peaches and cream, si Pao ay coffee-tan.

Minsan lang din sila magkasama, magaling magbuskahan--nung hindi pa sila marunong magsalita, pag nagkasakitan, iyak na ang susunod dyan. Pero ngayon marunong ng magsumbong ang mga luka! You can't imagine. Riot talaga! Ansaya!

They love singing--parehong sintunado. Ay naku naman talaga.

We went for a little trip yesterday. At syempre, ang common denominator nitong dalawa--ang hilig na hilig nila...pictures! Walang hilig magpose, walang hilig sa camera.

Kitten and Pao--Nahihiya pa...

japan-japan!

Kanya kanyang pose..

Where's the treasures??(tinuruan pa ni Kitten si Pao--kse nga dapat pareho sila ng pose! hehehe)

So happy~~with all the people laughing at them! Ang kukulit!

With me...

With me, extra ang kamay ng mga magulang. heheheh!

They love each other as we, Cat and myself love each other--like sisters (anyways we are sisters in faith). I know nothing's forever, but we hope this could last till we can...till we can Cat!

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11:06 AM | Posted by Ayie

...to punish them!

I haven't mentioned it here yet...my household problem. I'm really about to burst like a volcano (if I'll choose to be a volcano, well, I want to be the Taal! So posh! Sobrang istariray! Putting yourself in the middle of a lake! O deeva! So mysterious, so dramatic! -hmp, segway hehehe)

I've mentioned here, on my other blog--intended sana for pictures--and UAE story but still my PM (pamilyamatters) crosses the line (of story)--so, mukhang ma dedelete na naman sya since I have multiply rin naman which I can use for picture blogging.

Na mention ko na ba before that I am a walking allergy? I'm allergic to seafoods, dust, perfume, cosmetics--and I've had enough experience with it. (Yeah, posted pictures of my recent hospitalization on my group blog--just click the link)

At allergic ako sa mabalahibo (maliban sa stuffed toy namin na malaking Dog--nagka immunity na ata ako).

Ano bang relevance nito sa talagang kwento ko? Dahil may bago akong PET! At allergic na allergic talaga ako sa kanya. Sa amoy!--ihi ng ihi, pot-pot ng pot-pot. Hindi naman sya potty trained noh! Total badtrip talaga!

At eto, eto ang ginawa nya recently:

My skirt from Koton

Pao's one and only maong...sheesh!

Hubby's most important pants..for church nya ito eh!

They told me, i should not call them names--curse them or make them feel I'm angry with them. Naman! Hindi ba ako magagalit nyan. Do I have to stroke their backs and pat them--they feed on garbage and scatter the leftovers. They nib on anything-- the linoleum, doors and noodles on our storage.

They pee a lot, they poop everywhere! Ampanghi pa naman. At pag hindi kami nagka-leptospirosis--ewan ko na lang!

We tried to poison them (Dora Rat--you're not as effective, dapat ba subukan ko muna? *nagpapatawa lang*). We tried napataline balls, detol, at ano ano pa!

They are suggesting to use sticky traps. Pero maimagine ko pa lang na buhay ko syang makikitang nakadikit dun sa papel at kailangan ko syang damputin--tas titingin sa akin ang mga mata nyang natatakot at nagmamaka-awa! OMG!

My husband caught one when it accidentally fell on the tall garbage bin--ilang araw sya doon--walang kain. Binuhusan ng asawa ko ng kumukulog tubig! Ahhhh! I can't handle it talaga!--animal rights, sorry but you have spare us with this one--hehehe!

What will be our next move? Ewan ko pa...ah basta!

I hate you Mickey Mouse!

(Ps: In question if our place is clean--ehem! Malinis po ang buong bahay--favorite lang talaga nilang hang out ang kusina!)

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1:00 PM | Posted by Ayie

This news from The National (local newspaper in UAE) caught my eyes...hmmmnnn. Ano na naman ba ito?

When the government called for 'Emirates ID', the companies in UAE enforced all their staff to arrange all the necessary process to get it done...somehow, till date after I registered in 2007 for interview/ID application, I have not received any call or any enquiry from the government's statistics office.

Date back 2001, a personnel from statistics office used to visit every household to inquire personally and do the identification process in flesh..Oo naman. Isa isang bahay...isa isang flat.

So when they announced that E-ID system will be imposed, wala namang nag 'i beg your pardon'..hhehe. If it's for the better bakit naman hindi diba? Even if we already have 'labor card' (pataka/iqama) issued for every employee with working visa. Basically, here in UAE, no person is allowed to work in any private or public sector without the proper Pataka. And to have it, the company employing you will arrange all the document registration with the labour office.

Same with a person holding a residence visa. Them too, have their residence card issued by the naturalisation and immigration office--the same office is in conjuction with the labor dept syempre.

With that, you assume that the whole population in UAE has been ID'd including of course those who comes in with the visit/tourist visa, na sa immigration office naman nakaregister.

Pero parang hindi pa ata enough for them...

We'll I believe that the UAE government naman always thrive to give the best not only to the nationals but to the expats also. Lalo na ang working force nila. Palagay ko naman, all this years--the labor rules has evolved better and more balanced wih mutual benefits for the employer and the employee.

Yun nga lang, siningil kami para sa E-ID...pero wala pang result--wala bang refund? hehehe. joke!

And now this....

The newspaper mentioned..

“This should take us approximately one year.”

Then, he said, the UAE would start collecting DNA samples from the general public, beginning with juveniles.

“The aim is to eventually have a profile of the entire population,” said Dr Marzooqi, who is also the chairman of the DNA Working Group, made up of various police forces across the Emirates.

“Our goal is to sample one million per year, which could take as long as 10 years if you factor in the population growth.”

Ok....I, myself, do not have any opposement on this as I always believe this will happen and planned with good intention so, I just hope that it is all for betterment and good of all mankind. I, thank you! hehehehe!

Yun lang po.

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2:37 PM | Posted by Ayie

The Typhoon Parma (local name Pepeng) is trying to make a 'comeback' in Philippine scene like a one day starlet, gone and now taking the local news again. Para syang s** film scandal, lumabas at ngayon 'nasa internet pa rin'--parang kantang 'Careless Whisper'~~sumikat noong whatever-decada tas naluma at nabuhay uli!

Parma is coming back to Philippines area (of responsibility?). He will either try to help cleaning up or this time, he's gonna finish us all. So wtf? (sorry I'm pissed~ nakakapagod na sya ha!)

Kung buhay lang si FPJ, bugbog sarado ka! Kung buhay lang si Lapu-Lapu---tigpas ang ulo mo! Kung buhay lang si Bonifacio at ang mga liga ng KKK...hindi sila uurong sa'yo.

Pero wala na sila, at tayo...tayo na ang mga bagong magliligtas at magtatanggol sa ating bansang Pilipinas at ang mga mamamayan nito. Kayo-kayo, sila-sila...lahat TAYO!

Wag kayong magsasawang tumulong...wag kayong magsasawang magpalaganap ng balita. Wag kayong bibitiw sa laban.

Maalangin tayong lahat. Maawa ang Ama sa atin...hindi naman sya papantay sa kapangyarihan ng Amang Diyos...maglaho na ang bagyong yan...hindi na sya welcome sa Pinas (sino ba k'se ang nagbigay ng passport at visa dyan?)

Tama na..sobra na...maglaho ka na!

Latest typhoon warning

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11:43 AM | Posted by Ayie

My boss called me yesterday after the meeting. I was thinking I forgot to include something on the report or what. Then he showed me his phone (an old Nokia I-dont-even-know-the-model-anymore type). He was complaining he doesn't have signal since morning. He thought it's the phone so he asked me if I could do some magic with it. hehehe. as if!

I tried calling 101 since he already have a notification that his line is paid..so maybe it's not the phone, maybe it's the sim card. I asked him if his phone fell on the floor or shaken or shocked. hahaha! Parang hindi na kakayanin ng telepono, I'm telling you (black and white pa ang screen nito!)

Okheys, so all the answers to my questions are nil (and dumb k'se his face looked stunned as if I'm a call center agent asking him to repair his unit while instructing him over the phone! nyahahaha).

After a while, I learned that few more of our staff doesn't have connection too. One more, 101 is continuously busy--can't be reached ang Etisalat?

So,...apparently...Etisalat had some problems with their services due to software upgrades.Hmp. Buti na lang may nagsalita kahapon..."I think it's from Etisalat..." Kasi kung hindi, hindi nya talaga ako tatatantanan...

Link from www.7days.ae/news - Page 4

Mukha ba akong mobile technician? hehehe! Kse siguro mukha akong gumagawa ng mga sirang gamit--kse andumi ng kuko ko---color Red! ehehehe!

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3:14 PM | Posted by Ayie

I forgot I've taken this shots last week...

Anlaki na noh...pumayat pa yan..sobrang laki ng binaba ng timbang. Ke kulit--katanghaliang tapat sa Labor Office ng Philippine Embassy.

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11:58 AM | Posted by Ayie

My husband keeps on asking me to buy the Intex (inflatable) bed. He is insisting it is a better bed than the cushioned ones. Affordable, portable and easy to store in case its not needed.

He's seeing on TV being used by the typhoon victims as a way of transport through the flood. Now he is mocking me~ "Hah! I told you it's of better use!"~ ~ what else can I say? He already saw a proof of justice towards his doggedness to this inflatable beds!

Picture credit from ABS-CBN news website

"It might save your life...you are asleep and a sudden flashflood came--little you know, you are floating in the water with your inflatable bed!--O diba!?"

Hahaha!

Not that we need it here in Abu Dhabi--pero parang gusto ko na ngang magsisi coz' I chose to buy the sofa bed from Home Center. Ngayon the other half is already dented and the warranty is over. If we'll send this to a furniture maker they might charge me double than the price we've bought it!

"And it's so hard to carry this whenever we transfer to a new house! It gets dirty and smelly too coz' Pao keeps on wetting it!" Nyaaaaa!!!!

Paano ba yan? Makikinig kse kay mister eh. I surrender!

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12:25 PM | Posted by Ayie

Juice Diet! Juice ko poh! It's not only to lose weight. I really want to correct my diet. Alam ko naman na I'm overweight for a long time na. And it's irritating. Not able to wear the clothes I want. To be bloated all the time. To be the center of joke!

Kaya ko nga ba? 4 to 7 days of Juice Diet!

Ayokong magdalawang isip...ayokong mag backout.

Tulad ng exercise/jogging na pinaplano ko...dalawang araw na akong nag popostponed. Unang araw puyat ako, kaninang umaga wala ako sa mood. Hopefully bukas na..., tomorrow is the day!!

I found this in Google Image:

I just want to do the 4-7 days juice diet and then continue to a much healthier diet plan. When I say diet it doesn't mean "die yet" hehehe. Gusto ko lang talagang mawala na ang binge eating habit ko. I know I'm stressed. Most of of the time I feel anxious. Lagi akong bloated kung hindi constipated. Hindi pa ba obvious na may problema ako? hehehehe! Alam ko naman yun, mas madali lang mag deny...

Anyways, I want to commit my self on this. Lahat ng mga pinlano ko for this year, thank God, natupad na. Maliban dito. Etong weight problem na lang.

Sana nga eto na. Wish ko lang---it's time to discipline my self. It's time to stop procrastination.

Ehem! hahahaah!Ok, stop talking and start working na!

P.s. Here's my latest chubby photo for you. Ang "before" photo ko...to inspire me to really do this!

Cute ko ba? hahaha! No pretensions yan! (anu daw?)

O sige na..magsisimula na po!

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4:14 PM | Posted by Ayie

Do I really look like this then...? hahaha!

Wala lang. Just for laughs!

Have a fun filled evening to you all!

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3:38 PM | Posted by Ayie

The new addition to the family...hehehe. Bit too late I know...but I believe I haven't posted ay of their pictures. So here's my two nieces. Patricia Anne and Chanelle..

My brother, Nelson married at a very young age (18) with the best SIL you could have Analyn, whose 19 y.o. then. Their first born, Neil Patrick (sowee but I don't have his picture) is 13 now, parang kapatid lang nila.

After more than 10 years, they decided to add few more members to the family. Hindi lang namin inaasahan na ganun kabilis. In a span of 2 years eh ayan..dalawa agad ang addition.

I would want to tell all their stories here but maybe next time...ayan na nga. Isang kamuha ng nanay at isang kamukha ng tatay. hehehe.

Patricia Anne

Chanelle

Look at my SIL's face, how happy and contented she is as a wife and as a mother. Nung nakilala ko yan mukhang rakista na adiktus pa! ahahaha! Joke lang. Lagi syang naka mini skirt noon tas kulay itim ang kuko na may mapulang lipstick at pulang buhok!

Sino naman ang magsasabing matino sya diba?

But as the saying goes.."Do not judge me, I am not a book" (ahehehehe--Do not judge the book by its cover)--she plays her role as a mother and as a husband with all her heart. Isa sya sa pinaka organized, madiskarte at maalagang nanay na nakilala ko. I could say, qualities that I don't have.

Now, I can say, my brother found a gem--o diba?

Ang sipsip ko na Ate! hahahaha! I love you all! Especially you!

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11:54 AM | Posted by Ayie

The typhoon Pepeng (international codename Parma) is fast approching the Philippines. PAGASA is predicting that its impact is more than Ondoy's...being compared to the super typhoon Reming that hit us in 2006.

Photo courtesy of ABS-CBN.

For more information, please visit ABS-CBN news--link here.

I'm worried. I'm worrying for my mother. Even if we are not in good terms still...thinking where she is and how she is doing now. I know she's working in a canteen near my secondary school.

I know she has someone new who loves her now. I just still can't believe. Like the victims of typhoon Ondoy--nothing was left for me and my siblings...but the memories...which they don't want to recall anymore.

It's unfair I know. And I am stupid I guess. For dreaming that somehow...that I could turn back the hands of time and go back to that moment when all this haven't happen.

I'm always saying to you guys...better to live without regrets--coz' I got so much...and it's so heavy to carry. Such a burden to keep.

I can't cope up. I can't forget. I can't heal.

Time will pass. But the feelings are the same...help me Lord, lead me to the path where all things will be better. Lead me to healing...to acceptance.

Heal me.

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